January 2010
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farewells are never good..
they never are :(
all my life i have been a very emotional person..
i cry very easily..
and i suppose i’m sensitive..
i think i can easily understand other people’s emotions..
i’m not too sure why..but i just can..
so tonight was my brother and myself farewell party from the sai kung home group :)
and it was so good :)
but it just made me realise how much i dislike...
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i love you God, and i'm sorry.
so tonight was resound
why i am up this late still
i have no idea.
i think by the time i finish this post..
it’ll be past five am..
but anyways.
i know if i don’t write about it now..
it’ll just slip by me..or i won’t remember things so clearly..
and that is never good.
i need to remind myself of how i feel right now.
today’s talk was a toughie.
and i...
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It's loud :)
Currently at resound for January two thousand and nine :)
It is very loud.
Currently Knut and me are sitting at the back because she’s not feeling too well :s
Plus she may have taken drowsy medicine.
Silly Knut :)
So right now my mind is thinking…
Do I really know God?
Or have I been fooling myself these past few months…
Also I’m praying for God to keep my mind focused from the...
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today is a hobo day..i really don’t feel like doing anything productive..
i think i’ve spent majority of the day in my bed. with noodles and orange juice. :)
yes i do feel like a walrus.
but none the less..
i know i’ve been talking to various people about this but here goes..
my walk with God has been tough..i won’t say bad though..
because i know i could be a lot...
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the princess and the frog.
i love this movie :)
i watched it today with my cousin john son and his girlfriend jayne :)
and with..the four ladies in the back gambling away :)
it was such a good film..
but don’t worry!
i’m bringing the movie back to 852 with me tomorrow night :)
SO if anyone wants to, i will watch it with them again :)
though i must say..some parts are really scary..
leave it to disney to...
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happy birthday dan dan :)
today is my big bro’s birthday!
he is now twenty TWO years old..
even though we already celebrated on saturday with the lamb and the club.
we still waited till twelve am to sing happy birthday to him
but i just came out of the shower so i couldn’t be there..
anyways
dan dan
i remember when it was one of my birthdays,
stephen and you created the ugliest character on world of...
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THIS IS CRAZY COOKIES. GET ME OUT OF HERE.
so today we went to the dentist.
i do not like the dentist.
i have had over eight teeth taken out since i was young from the dentist.
i cried whenever i had to take out teeth.
i do not like the dentist.
today was a check up.
we went in, daniel went first.
i sat BY MYSELF. terrified..where there was no receptionist..
just me in the office.
when it was finally my turn.
there was no...
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bangsar, bangles, bags
today was intense shopping :)
so much shopping that. i have decided to reject a pair of shoes i have on reserve right now at a shoe store in one-u
the place regine took me today was..really amazing..
girls. you would LOVE the shopping..and it’s not too expensive actually! i was quite surprised :)
it’s kinda like lil’ boutiques, and they’re all on the first floor of...
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morning after.
so yesterday night
we went clubbing in kl at rootz :)
currently dan dan (the birthday boy from last night) is throwing up in the toilet..
i can only hope he didn’t hurl on my clothes and towel.
it was quite cute as all the cousins, girlfriends, and add on sons were all getting ready, we tumbled into two cars
(after assigning drivers of course)
and we drove into the city :)
it was a...
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krazy kanchils. crispy chicken.
guys.
last night for dinner.
was intense..
and not just the food. the actual journey there was intense.
so a few of us had to take two cars in the end. and it ended up being that hans, dandan and me were in one car.
as soon as we left the front gate, the clutch pedal wouldn’t function properly, like it didn’t ‘makan’ at all (a lot of you won’t get that...
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ebony and ivory.
that is what i am right now people.
i am brown and white..i feel so awkward.
and i’m so different in colour just after TWO days of painting. omg..half of it was in the shade as well..
and the group of people was so good, no whiners, a lot of awkwardness and weirdness..
but in a good way :)
the area looks amazing now, with the houses all done up, painted walls and windows..
AND a...
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my grandma is the shiz.
today i won’t bother talking about what happened..it was a pretty chill day..
instead i’ll write out points:
1. i got into my accommodation for uni
2. i have currently been winning a lot of money for my momma in jin rummy (apparently only when i play for other people does the money start rollin’ in)
3. project epic is tomorrow. FRICK YEAH. so don’t expect a post for two...
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WOOT WOOT
I GOT MY ACCOMMODATION FOR MORLING COLLEGE
WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT
yay :)
okay guys you have no idea how happy i am.
like seriously.
otherwise i’d be staying with zhi (dan dan’s girlfriend) which would be alright too, but just..TOUCH WOOD if they ever broke up things would be a lil’ awkward.
and plus that means i stay a good girl and don’t get myself into any trouble...
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this is unacceptable :(
i just found out..
literally..like ten minutes ago
that thierry henri
isn’t retired!
but he’s playing for another team that isn’t arsenal :( and that doesn’t wear the colour red :(
but at least fabregas is one smokin’ cookie ;)
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OH SUGAR.
right now i should be at a briefing for project epic.
but i’m at home instead.
they say it’s better though, so malaysian boys don’t start targeting me as ‘flirtable’
though i really think..i’ll probably scare them away. no one would want to talk to me..at least in that way..
ANYWAYS!
so today :) we went to village park restaurant..
guys..MILO DINOSAUR. OMF...
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the conversion is forty three ringitt to one...
guys..
i am pooped..
it is one fifty seven am..daniel just made mum get up from bed to go kill a stunned cockroach in the bathroom..these cockcroaches are immune to bug spray :S crazy cookies.
so today..the day started with..THE NEW COUCH ARRIVING WOOT WOOT.
it is exactly like our couch in hk..which is AMAZING. though the place here is slightly smaller so it looks like a big momma couch in the...
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PASSED. 0.1
so after talking to my cousins and extended family about passing..
wow i really realised how i really should have failed..
check it out.
one minute before my examiner came into the car..i had to ask my instructor to teach me how to turn off the engine..
and i mean like GUYS! i knew how to turn it off..but i just wasn’t too sure you know..HAHA i think i turned it off like twice out of all...
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football, gambling, hunger
hehe :)
so tonight..we played jin rummy for a very long time..
i ended up making some money baby!!!!
but i gave it back to my mom..since well..we’re all family :)
but i totally earned enough to pay for my clutch bag i got today..hehe oh well..i used my ampao money for that..
gah cannot wait to hit the stores with k-nut and regine this week..
but i realised i’m busy on thursday...
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day two!
we got woken up at twelve fifteen pm, by our cousin telling us we have to move our butts. go get ready for yong tow foo :) hehehe
so off we went, daniel and me fighting for the bathroom..changing clothes..then waiting downstairs..
who knew that daniel takes so long to get ready?
lunch was AMAZING.
we then came back home, and the three ladies (k-nut, regine and myself) went back to the area to...
“Everywhere I’m turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I’m...”
– alicia keys - super woman :)
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currently in malaysia :)
it is damn hot here..
but life is good :)
i have already started chowing down..starting with dinner..typical dishes..actually wait.
no way were they typical..i have not had anything remotely similar in hk..the prey mantis..the squid..the hawt veggies..the dao foo (okay i probably didn’t spell it right..) the crab..
gah life is good :) i decided to make it a resolution to put on weight :)...
last thursday, the night was spent with my dear darling charmar :) k-nut and richie who was looking…not-so-dandy..he had a wee bit of food poisoning the night before :S
the night started off with buying richie some good ol’ veggies, pork and possibly chicken/beef in welcome supermarket sai kung..
we then met up with chloe where us three ladies went off to paisanos to grab a bite to...
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packing? HAH puh-lease i have much better things...
i really should be though for malaysia..
but no motivation :(
SO
i decided to make a list on what shoes i’m bringing :)
black flip flops sandals rain flats black flower flats covered shoes
now most likely three out of the five shoes i’ll be leaving there :) shoot..i gotta find space to pack that in my bag..
i never like packing..i always pack too much..or too many unnecessary...
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PASSED.
what more can i say? :)
after six hours of intense..peeing..praying..parking..three-point turns..
i have finally made it back home. with my yellow paper that has two boxes crossed saying ‘pass’ and ‘pass’
YEAH!
trust me though. i could’ve failed so easily..
so many times during the road test was i thinking “oh crap. i forgot to do that”
it already...
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one of those defining moments in your life..
my driving exam is in four hours..
this is my second driving exam in the past 3 months..
my first one was a manual in a van which i failed :(
so today i shall be taking the exam for auto car..
i hope it goes better today :)
i’m pretty much down for parking and three point turns..
but i just can’t seem to get the whole ‘turning your head’ when you are about to turn corners
it’s either..that...
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just a thought..
after working at small world for over a year
small world is an amazing kindergarten..
and i just feel so blessed to have this opportunity to work in a nurturing and loving environment..
i think it would’ve been awkward if i worked in a kindie where teachers had ‘beef’ with each other..
cause then you’d have to take sides..and i really don’t like taking sides with...
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just a thought..
tonight was..inneresting..
i suppose..a lot of questions that i was scared of asking was answered..
and i now have a better grasp and concept on God..sorta..ish..
it’s difficult when you suddenly lose interest in God, or when you don’t feel worthy of even thinking about Him.
i mean for a while i was struggling with the idea..the thought..as to how everything bad that happens..can...
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i love velcro-helcro
after an hour of solid work (oh yeah)
i have finished my work.
i am now skilled at cutting velcro and sticking it in the right place, without messing up :)
about half way through cutting and sticking..i realised i did the lay out COMPLETELY WRONG for all the laminated paper..
but my last day is thursday so i don’t think i can change anything..gah. maybe i’m just not cut out for...
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velcro-helcro
i need to wake up in six hours and fifteen minutes..
i procrastinate way too much (even with tumblr. surprise surprise.)
but i just could not concentrate even after drinking a mug of florida’s natural original orange juice..
i don’t have the heart or energy to velcro my kids photos onto laminated paper.
laminated paper is pretty ‘g’ though..it’s so shiny and...
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this is exactly what i meant by i am insecure with people reading what i write.
or taking interest in what i write.
i didn’t mean to be aggressive, but i take it as a personal threat when people read what i wirte.
which i know is stupid. because i’m writing on the internet..where anybody can really see it..or if they suddenly typed in ‘bnutt.tumblr.com’
so i am working...
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the music of the day.. →
so just ignore the actual image..or..just minimise firefox and listen. :)
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happy [early] birthday momma :)
even though i haven’t always gotten along with you.
or listened/obeyed you.
defied what you said to me.
thank you for enduring me.
for loving me no matter what.
for mentoring me for 19 years, 5 months and 11 days.
i’m sorry for all the pain and discomfort and confuzzlement brought to you.
you have always rocked my world. :)
happy birthday momma :)
i love you.
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another kick in the ass.
so today was church..
and i just realised how boys still play such a HUGE part on my life.
it’s stupid.
i’m not even searching/seeking for a guy, yet they give me such a HUGE distraction from focusing on God.
even in church.
:further research into why boys play such a HUGE part on my life is needed:
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I have so much to offer you, you know that your life with Me will be beautiful, it will be gorgeous, and you will always be with Me, no matter what.
I never promised you that once you’re with Me, life will be easy, everything will be sunshine and giggles.
I never promised you that my child. remember.
I promised and I still promise that I will love you forever, I will always be with you, I...
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so they say the year 2010 is supposed to be the year of receiving..
or so my god-mum and my aunty says :)
2009 is supposed to be the year of asking God..possibly even seeking God
and this year..is the year of receiving..that what God promised you in 2009..you shall receive..
it’s kinda funky-tastic if you ask me
or maybe i’m being naive..selfish..stubborn, i really doubt that i...
through a lot of confuzzlements
i decided to start tumblr..
if you know me..you know my view on these sites..personally i would rather not have one, i just feel if you do have one and you don’t have the passion..
you lose interest.
sooner or later you you’ll forget about it. you’ll get lazy.
or can’t-be-bothered.
you feel pressured to write something just for the sake of writing something
because...